Sunday, December 9, 2007

Craving Communion

I crave communion.
What is it?
I'm not sure exactly,
But I know I've had it.

Not merging exactly,
But definitely a complex
Almost spiritual closeness.
To feel with the other person
Openness at every level:
Intellectually, Emotionally, Physically, Sexually.

To feel appreciated, Safe.
To feel like
At last, I've come home.
A conversation going on Simultaneously
In words
In feelings
In touch
In trust.
It's not so hard to find Conversation just in words
Or sex without conversation.
Bringing the two together
With feelings
And then trust
Is very rare indeed.
Wanting communion Sometimes keeps me awake at night.
When I notice someone
Demonstrating sensitivity Of body, mind and heart,
My own sensitivity
And desire for communion
Powerfully Draws me to them.

Moments

For some moments
Your happiness is my prime desire
I wish I had the warmth in my embrace
To make you fall asleep
Your face close to my heart
To make you forget everything that makes you sulk

Your ego comes in between
When I try from my side

For some moments
Your smile is my life
I get ready to sacrifice anything
To make that everlasting

I want to listen to you whole night
And make your heart light
In the morning
I wish you to be chirping with joy